December 2009
6 posts
Californiaaa.
It’s still Christmas Eve in california. I’m getting lectures from my older cousin. Lectures about lifeeee. I’m starting to use the word “hella”. Weird huh? I think the california lingo is kickin’ in. There’s one more week till’ I go back. I hella miss chicago tho. I’m debating to go to Sacramento or not with my “twin” cousin Ling....
Coping.
I think I’m coping pretty well. I’ve been doing my thang, playing the field, school, volunteering and just daily life stuff. I’m really tired though, &I had a fun day with chinese club; being with them makes me forget how lonely I feel. I’m still waiting for my cousin John to get here from Cali. I just can’t wait till I get on that plane and I’m flying next...
“Never leave someone you love, for someone you like.”
California, here I come.
I just recently found out that my cousin John is coming here for a job interview at O’Hare airport. He’s arriving thursday, Dec. 10, 2009 &he’s leaving saturday, Dec. 19, 2009 (RIP MOM). When he leaves, I’m going with him. Only for 2 weeks, but hopefully these two weeks lift me up from my downfall. I need to get away from Chicago right now, and everyone here :/...
Day2
Still hurting &you have no idea.